2007-06-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

SO.
I just realised the friend I loved most dislikes and detests me.
She finds me too loud, too... expressive.
Ting Wei doesn't seem to be too affted by it.
But I am sure affcted.
I trusted her the most, that slut.
I really don't know what to do.
If Joelle could tell Ting Wei what Wen Ting said about us, then what about the things I said to Joelle about Ting Wei?
SHe must have confessed, I'm sure.

I will dominate the world one day and get rid of them.

2007-06-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

Depressed, is all I'm feeling.
Divorce, is a word I'd rather not say.
Death, would be the one ~~I'm waiting for~~.
I know my parents are considering a separation deed, or worse still, the fugly divorce word, but what do I have to say?
Well, I DON'T have any say.
Now I'm thinking, Daddy was so mean to us and Mummy, how could I ever stay with him?
But I know, deep down in my heart, I love him lots.
If you'd ask me to save one of them from a burning house, I would jump into the fire myself.
Yes, you might say I'm a coward, yada yada, but first, think of the struggle between you and your parents, your mum and your dad.
Imagine them separating.
How would you like that then?
Nah, I swear you won't.
Today's talk with Audrey on her angmoh dad and her divorced mum wasn't any help, much less appealing at all.
Instead, I begin to detest divorcees who remarry.
I mean, why the haste?
Are you really so like those Desperado Femmes?
It would be a HUGE blow to the kids.
You don't get the pain, but the kids do.
And HELLO, we're innocent.
But I'm sort of lucky in a sense that Daddy is sure NOT LIKELY to remarry, and Mummy would be sick of men by then.
I don't know, I feel so lost, I really have no idea when would it be the last time I see either of them.
It's just so... scary.
The thought of it.
It only happens in serial dramas on Channel 8, right?
I trust my parents.
I want to make them swear not to separate, or to quarrel forever.

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